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The Genius of Simplicity

2008-11-07T11:40:00.000-08:00

I've just come through 2 and a half months of sheer business. I don't recall a time in the past 6 years having a stretch that was so busy. Life automatically drifts to complexity. You don't have to pray about it...it just happens, guaranteed.

I grew up being told work hard, stay active, do something! Those are true statements...but not the whole truth. The real question is what will you work hard at? Yes, you have a choice. No body works 24-7-365 days a year, though it might seem like it. You'd be surprised at how much time we waste during the day.

Here's a thought...work hard at reducing what you do. I'm not advocating negligence or apathy to important responsibilities. But think of ALL the stuff we allow to consume our lives including worry. Instead of making a "TO DO" list...make a "NOT TO DO" list.

At the risk of looking lazy...simplify. What you do is usually more important than how much you do. At this point...I'm willing to appear lazy for the sake of real productivity.

The Selective Memory of God

2008-10-03T12:54:00.000-07:00

Thursday October 2nd was debate night in Canada. Debates can be very entertaining if for no other reason than to hear what political leaders will choose to remember. You will see it time and time again...one leader will berate another on a particular point while conveniently forgetting they themselves did the very same thing. Much of politics "twists" and "uses" information to suit personal agendas. I guess it is all about timing, maybe they think people won't remember...but someone always does.

Speaking about selective memory...I'm glad God has one. Take Abraham for example.

Abraham was about 75 when God first told him he was going to become the father of a great nation. Out of his life would come the seed for Israel. Now, I suppose it is possible that a 75 year old man could have children but not very probable - it had to be God!

Incredibly, Abraham has a son at the age of 100. Hello...do you know how old that is? Most people these days don't reach 90 let alone have children at 100. What was the key for Abraham?

Paul in Romans 4:19-21 puts it this way; and not being weak in faith, he did not consider his own body, already dead (since he was about a hundred years old), and the deadness of Sarah's womb. He did not waver at the promise of God through unbelief, but was strengthened in faith, giving glory to God, and being fully convinced that what He had promised He was also able to perform.

Wow, what an awesome man of faith. God says, Abraham did not waver! He simply believed God!.....Don't you just love the selective memory of God. You see I take an issue over Abraham not wavering, because in my opinion...well...he did! Remember Genesis 16? Hagar? Ishmael?

If you ask me...that's wavering...just a bit. But I'm not God (thank God). Here's how I see it. Though Abraham had great faith an deserves to be known as the Father of Faith he was by no means perfect. He made mistakes, he sinned, he lied, he struggled with doubt just like the rest of us. But, and it is a BIG BUT, God reserves the right to emphasis and remember what He chooses to emphasis and remember in a persons life.

When a person puts their faith and trust in God as Abraham did...God chooses to remember their victories and successes rather than their failures and sin. A person like Rick says...hey wait a minute you messed up...but God says...I see perfection, I see you finished the race, I see you kept the faith, I see you did not waver...well done good and faithful servant! There are "Hagar" moments in each of our lives...but thank God He has a selective memory for His friends.

An Intermission with The Holy Spirit

2008-09-26T12:33:00.000-07:00

In 1 Corinthians 2 Paul talks a great deal about "spiritual" things. In verses 4-5 he says; and my speech and my preaching were not with persuasive words of human wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power, that your faith should not be in the wisdom of men but in the power of God.

Ponder those words "in demonstration of the Spirit and of power". What does that look like? I'm not entirely sure who reads this blog and what religious or church background you may have so let me give you my opinion. I think "in demonstration of Spirit and of power" has more to do with what goes on in our life outside the church than it does inside the church.

In other words, I do not think Paul the preacher is talking to "preachers" on how to conduct a ministry (sometimes we read the text through occupational lenses instead of reading a letter meant for everybody regardless of occupation). The demonstration of the Spirit and of power is more than being able to lay hands on people and see them "fall under the power of God" at the front, or a healing ministry etc. - something sensational or spectacular (though I believe sensational things happen - I'm not against those things per say - however, I don't believe this is the essence of what Paul is referring to).

I believe the demonstration of Spirit and of power Paul is speaking about is...himself. The man is the message and the message is the man. His messages weren't found in a book or copied from another person - when he spoke, he spoke what God had done and was doing in him. This is one of the greatest lessons young Christian leaders must learn. Your ministry will be powerful to the degree you allow God to work Christ into you. Power in the Christian life comes no other way - not by method or words but by the Spirit of God!

Later on in 1 Corinthians 4 Paul says; I urge you, imitate me. For this reason I have sent Timothy to you, who is my beloved and faithful son in the Lord, who will remind you of my ways in Christ, as I teach everywhere in every church.

What were the ways of Paul? How could he be so arrogant and say imitate me? Because Paul's ways were Christ. 1 Corinthians 4:9; ...or we have been made a spectacle to the world, both to angels and to men. We are fools for Christ's sake, but you are wise in Christ! We are weak, but you are strong! You are distinguished, but we are dishonored!

You could translate the word "spectacle" as theatre. Right now you are on stage! The whole world including heaven is watching you. Like it or not, serving Christ means you will be made to be a spectacle. What are you going to demonstrate while you are on stage? What are you going to say? How are you going to act?

Paul says the script (the Bible) calls for you to become a fool - play the fool for Jesus. When everyone else is strong, you'll be considered weak for Christ sake. Whenever one else is honoured and prospering, you'll be dishonoured for serving God.

As a believer (follower of Christ), have you ever said in your heart..."I don't need this!" "I don't like what I'm called by God to do." "Everyone else is having fun, doing their own thing and me, what do I get...?" If you have, you wouldn't be the first (see Psalm 73).

We all face this feeling from time to time - but don't change the script! The key to making it through the drama is the intermissions. There is an intermission in every play when the actors go back stage to relax, change into a different costume, touch up their make up and rehearse their lines.

Believe it or not, you are on stage. God the Father is the director, He has written a script about the life of Jesus on the earth and now He wants you to play the role. The key is the intermissions with your personal assistant The Holy Spirit. Go back stage as often as you can, allow The Holy Spirit to touch up your countenance, let Him help you rehearse your lines so you might be able to answer the outsider, allow The Holy Spirit to show you how to act in the next scene. Let The Holy Spirit tell you "you are doing a good job, I'm proud of you...don't walk off the stage now...the final curtain call is just around the corner."

I see in this little analogy, the demonstration of the Spirit and of power. It is in the day to day living with The Holy Spirit following the script written by our Heavenly Father. He knows what He is doing...all things work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to HIS PURPOSE (Romans 8:28). God's ultimate purpose...to reveal a living, real, dynamic, life changing Jesus in and through you. Stay the course. Keep to the script regardless of how difficult it gets - take frequent intermissions in prayer with The Holy Spirit. Amen.

Dominated By Grace

2008-09-03T09:40:00.000-07:00

Just yesterday I was reading 1 Corinthians 3 and verse 10 and loved it so much that I want to share it with you. Paul says "according to the grace of God which was given to me...". O that is so good! Do you see it?

Let me give you a very quick background to this verse. Paul was the first "pastor" at the church in Corinth. He put his whole heart and soul into those people and that city. One day as he is off in another part of the world, an entire household from the church in Corinth find there way right to his door and begin explaining what was happening in the church.

Something was up...it wasn't good there were contentions among the people. Literally, political parties developed in the church at Corinth. Instead of promoting Jesus Christ some were promoting Paul, others Apollos, some Cephas (Peter) and still others Christ. As a result the church was divided - torn and frayed like a garment pulled apart by the hands.

When Paul heard this he asked the question "is Christ divided"? Who is Paul? Who is Apollos? We are mere men, just vessels used by God. Paul may have planted, Apollos watered but big deal so what, had GOD not caused things to grow! Yes, we have a part to play but the key is God's endorsement. Unless God comes and touches human effort - ALL fails to produce fruit.

The Corinthians forgot this. Everyone went their own way. One promoted this agenda and another that idea. Political divisions sprang up everywhere. People followed after style and personal preference which led to inner turmoil and in fighting. Civil war had broken out in the church of Jesus Christ.

In verse 10 Paul uses the word according. It means something that comes down, something that dominates or subjugates. What dominated Paul? The grace of God. Paul had long since come to the place where he surrendered completely to GOD's plan for his life. He quit struggling with God over the call on his life. He was able to say "yes" to God and mean it. When he did that, incredible grace came down from heaven (so to speak). God's grace dominated his life.

There are many things that can dominate our life like contentions and divisions with people we should be loving. But think about being dominated by God's grace. Grace that empowers you to live above trouble. You might feel the effects of things but there is a difference between pain and sorrow. The grace of God shields us from debilitating crippling sorrow.

Anyway, I love that...dominated, taken over, completely consumed by the grace of God. According to that grace Paul became a wise master builder.

God calls us to be builders not those who would tear down and destroy. If you are going to destroy, destroy the works of the devil in the power of the Holy Spirit but build up the body of Christ. If you are having difficulty, surrender yourself again to the plan and will of God for your life. That is always the first place to start. Before you pick out the speck from the eye of your neighbour, take the plank out of your eye first. Once you've said yes again to Christ - get ready to be dominated by God's grace.

A Statement about Lakeland by Dutch Sheets

2008-08-25T05:42:00.000-07:00

I realize this posting is very long but I also believe it is worth 5 minutes of your time to read. It is a letter by Dutch Sheets who is a well respected leader in the Intercessory and Prophetic movement - concerning the Lakeland outpouring.

As a leader, but more than that, a follower of Jesus I don't want to miss or in any way resist what God is doing. I believe there is a definite "dynamic" that takes place when we open ourselves to the Spirit of God. Many things do happen which can not be explained.

I have been quick not to be openly critical about what is taking place in Florida. (That is a wise thing to do especially when I've not been there, I do not know the people leading the services and to be very honest I have not paid enough attention to make a credible statement.)

I am grateful for fathers and leaders like Dutch Sheets who help the body of Christ walk through these kinds of things with grace and truth. Psalm 25:4 says; show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths.

A Statement and Appeal Regarding Lakeland
August 21, 2008

It has now been a couple of weeks since I heard about Todd Bentley’s plans for separation and divorce. Like everyone, I have had a variety of emotions including anger, sadness, and grief. Every time I see this scenario repeated, I grieve: for the husband and wife involved; for the family that will be scarred in so many ways; because of the incredible reproach it brings to Christ; and the distortion it gives concerning God’s heart and ways. I am praying for Todd and his family.

I was asked numerous times to write my position on Lakeland while it was happening, but always felt checked by the Lord—the waters were too muddy and emotions too high. I now feel strongly that the Lord wants me to do so. It will be arguably one of the greatest risks of my ministry to date, but one I feel must be taken. Fathers, when given the voice to do so, bear the responsibility of giving correction and wisdom. I hope mine qualifies for the latter. I assure you I have spent many hours praying and thinking through the situation.

The risks are broad: with some of my dearest friends and co-laborers, I risk harming those relationships; with many in the charismatic body of Christ, I risk appearing to be an arrogant, “self-appointed” spokesperson for them; to the “I told you so” crowd, I risk the accusation of “spinning” the situation. (As far as the heresy hunters and revival police—not those who raised legitimate questions about Lakeland, but the attack dogs who make their living and build their ministries criticizing everyone else—I lost respect for them long ago and couldn’t care less what they think.) My purpose and sincere prayer in writing this statement, however, is three-fold: to see healing begin for the body of Christ; to initiate a process that can remove the reproach brought to Christ and the Church; and to do these things while preserving and honoring my current relationships. I pray that these desires, along with my heart, come through loudly. And I hope I’m writing this with true humility—who among us clearly sees all hidden in our own hearts?

Let me also preface this statement by saying that what needs to be said cannot be done quickly or carelessly. I do not want my heart to be missed and am not willing to run that risk for the sake of brevity, so please bear with the length. (Incidentally, I think it will be obvious no one involved in the Lakeland situation has asked me to write this; and for the sake of integrity on my part, none have been consulted concerning what I’m stating.)

Mistakes at Lakeland

Did leaders handling the Lakeland situation make mistakes? Yes—huge mistakes. Beyond the obvious fruit of salvations and healings, can good come from Lakeland, as some have suggested, even with the recent revelations concerning Todd Bentley? Yes, but only if there is complete honesty and transparency, the removal of all attempts at self-preservation, and absolute humility from all sides.

Did I endorse the Lakeland meetings? No, I did not, nor did I condemn them. I acknowledged that healings were occurring and some were being saved, which I still believe and rejoice over. I realized and stated that the thousands of people attending were hungry and sincere, as were those involved in leading the meetings. The worship was regularly good. But looking past some of the immediate and positive results, I, like many, also looked ahead to the possible fruit from questionable doctrine and experiences, exaggeration and hype, youthful pride, character issues and the frightening potential of a 32 year “young” man leading a movement that could shape the future of the Church. These things were frightening, very frightening, to others and me.

When something has the potential of setting precedent, birthing a movement and being reproduced as a prototype, we are no longer simply endorsing good brothers, good intentions and miracles. Doctrine and foundations will be built on these events. Teachings and paradigms for future ministries will be formed—in short, the next generation of the church and the move of God in the earth could be greatly impacted. This is why I stopped short of endorsing everything at Lakeland. Just as importantly, I could not ignore the “check”, the uneasiness, the sickening feeling deep in my spirit telling me something else was wrong—terribly wrong—in this situation. Like other leaders I tried to push past my uneasiness with the showmanship, the “bams,” the head butts and kneeing, along with certain experiences and doctrines, all in order to embrace the good. Like many of my friends I tried to be—and believe I was—gracious, accepting, ready to think “out of the box”, etc. But try as I may, the uneasiness in my spirit just wouldn’t leave.

Did I voice my concerns to the appropriate people? Yes, including stating my concerns for Todd’s marriage to the Lakeland Outpouring Apostolic Team. Did they listen? Some did, some didn’t. But I want to state emphatically, this is not an “I told you so” statement. In fact, much of what I want to address goes back several years into our charismatic Christian history. And I assure you that concerning our present weaknesses in the charismatic church, there is plenty of blame to go around. Personally, I’ve been right at times with my discernment and decisions, wrong at others. It would be worse than hypocritical for me to point the finger of accusation—I have no stones of judgment to throw. Nonetheless, mistakes were made and must be acknowledged and learned from in order for us to heal, grow and move forward.

Some of my closest friends endorsed and participated in the Lakeland meetings. For them I have both criticism—all of us lose credibility at this point if we’re not completely honest—and affirmation. Should they have been more discerning and have listened to the warnings they received? Obviously. Should those who “aligned” Todd with spiritual fathers (which was a good thing and positioned him to receive help if he chooses to accept it) have realized to do so publicly was a mistake and could be interpreted by those watching in no other way than as a complete endorsement? Yes, they should have, especially when the event became a commissioning ceremony, complete with decrees and prophecies of going to higher levels, predictions of Todd’s increasing world-wide influence and leading a world-wide revival, emphatic and prolific endorsements of his character, etc.

How could those watching believe the evening was anything but an aligning, endorsing and commissioning ceremony? It was. It really doesn’t matter who laid their hands on Todd—all share responsibility. This was unwise at best, naïve at least and at its worst, foolish. And should the leaders involved have realized that those of us connected to them relationally, ministerially, and as movements—some even in alignment with them apostolically and as sons and daughters—would feel minimalized, if not betrayed, by the fact that they were in essence taking us onto the stage with them? Yes. These feelings were inevitable, especially when we had such uneasiness and asked them not to. Should there be an acknowledgment of these mistakes to the body of Christ for the sake of accountability and in order to rebuild trust? I believe so, and remain hopeful this will happen.

With such strong statements of disagreement, what is the affirmation toward my friends who led, participated in or endorsed this ceremony (and the meetings in general)? Simply stated, I know their hearts. It is not a contradiction of my criticisms toward some of their actions to, at the same time, defend and endorse their hearts and character. It is completely appropriate—when true—to defend a person’s heart and integrity while disagreeing with their actions. I think the blunder of that night was huge and very damaging to the body of Christ, but I also realize that in their hearts, those involved honestly felt they were doing the right things.

Again, while not defending the action taken, I would defend the character and integrity of Peter and Doris Wagner as vigorously as anyone I know, and do so with absolute confidence. There are no two people, and I mean that literally, who embody the qualities of humility, integrity, holiness (no compromise!), sacrifice, unselfish kingdom-thinking, the tireless giving of themselves to Christ’s cause and the body of Christ—and do I need to add risk-taking?—as much as Peter and Doris Wagner. It remains my great honor to be associated with them and call them a spiritual father and mother. And again, while not minimizing or “sweeping under the rug” any wrong decisions, I remain steadfast in my belief that similar affirmations could be made of others involved—either directly or indirectly—in the ceremony. And some of them still see their endorsing of Lakeland as an endorsement of revival generally, not of Todd personally.

The Bigger Picture

It may come as a surprise, however, that my real purpose in writing this is not to only state the above, as important as I believe saying it is. My primary purpose, and I believe my assignment from the Lord, is to identificationally repent on behalf of the leadership of the charismatic body of Christ (see Nehemiah 1:4-7; Daniel 9:1-19). In doing so, I do not have a pompous, “no one else will, so I’ll do it” attitude, nor am I arrogant enough to think I have become the spokesperson for the charismatic church. But in the same way that I can identify with the racism of white predecessors and repent to blacks, Native Americans and other races, I can represent the leadership of the charismatic body of Christ and identificationally repent for our sins and weaknesses. I encourage leaders who find my statements true and appropriate to join me.

Beyond the simple fact of it being appropriate, I firmly believe it is the only way to begin the process of rebuilding trust with those asked to follow us and to remove the cynicism of the world we ask to listen to us. As you know, regaining credibility is much more difficult than attaining credibility.

Concerning what I’m about to say, I don’t believe I have a critical spirit, nor do I want to diminish the sacrifices, faithfulness, and hard work done by so many in ministry. The fact remains, however, that we have failed the Lord and His people in many ways—not just with Lakeland but in countless other situations—and must repent if we are to be trusted in the future. And as you also know, no repentance is effective if watered down and couched in excuses, therefore, I intend to be brutally honest:

1) We, the leaders of the charismatic community, have operated in an extremely low level of discernment. Frankly, we often don’t even try to discern. We assume a person’s credibility based on gifts, charisma, the size of their ministry or church, whether they can prophesy or work a miracle, etc. (Miracles and signs are intended to validate God and His message, not the messenger; sometimes they validate the assignment of an individual, but never the person’s character, lifestyle or spiritual maturity.) We leaders in the Church have become no different than the world around us in our standards for measuring success and greatness. This has contributed to the body of Christ giving millions of dollars to undeserving individuals; it has allowed people living in sin to become influential leaders—even to lead movement, allowing them influence all the way to the White House. Through our lack of discernment we built their stages and gave them their platforms. We have been gullible beyond words—gullible leaders producing gullible sheep.

When a spiritual leader we’re connected with violates trust, is exposed for immorality or falls below other accepted standards of behavior, it does not exonerate us simply to say we don’t condone such behavior. Those we lead trust us to let them know whom to trust. We have failed them miserably in this regard.

For this lack of discernment, and for employing and passing on inappropriate standards of judgment, I repent to the Lord and ask forgiveness of the body of Christ.

2) We, the leaders of the charismatic church, spin our involvement and fail to acknowledge our responsibility when other leaders fall—all of which stems from our self-preservation and pride. Enough of the spin—we’re no different than Washington, DC. Every time another embarrassing and disgraceful situation is exposed, the dancing begins. It seems that no one bears any real responsibility except the man or woman who actually commits sin. Incredibly, we even blame “revival” itself—the pressures, attacks, weariness, the “revival is messy” argument, etc., saying it is responsible for the failures. This is disgusting. Those of us on boards of fallen leaders, those who helped give them a voice, put them on TV, published and endorsed their books (yes, I have), etc., are not exonerated simply by saying we don’t condone the wrong behavior or that we didn’t know. We’re supposed to know.

I don’t believe anyone is expecting perfection from us—I know I’m not. We’re far too human for that. But we are expected to have enough humility to look the world and those who follow us in the eye when we miss it and say, “we were wrong and we are sorry.”

Our careless accountability has caused the body of Christ to be spiritually raped and abused. It has produced disillusionment and brought immeasurable reproach to our God and cynicism to His message. Concerning Lakeland, what was called the “greatest revival since Azusa Street” has become possibly one of the greatest reproaches. We, the leaders of the charismatic church, are responsible.

For not accepting and acknowledging our responsibility, for caring more about our own reputation than Christ’s, I repent to God and ask forgiveness of the body of Christ.

3) Our procedures and standards of accountability are incredibly inadequate. We have provided camaraderie, not biblical accountability. For those on Todd Bentley’s board who had previous knowledge of his marriage problems and said nothing, it was more than a mistake—it was reckless, foolish, and irresponsible. For those on the stage the night of his aligning and commissioning who knew and said nothing—ditto. For those there who didn’t know, my question is, “why didn’t you?” You were trusted to know. That is one of the purposes of public commissioning and the purpose behind the concept of endorsement. I’m not trying to point the finger; I’m endeavoring to get us to be honest about our failures—we have serious credibility issues. Have I ever laid hands on, commissioned or endorsed anyone without adequately checking them out? Yes, but you better believe I’ll be more careful next time! And we must not single out Lakeland. We’re all guilty.

What about the leader in my city who ran with some of the leading spiritual fathers in our nation—sincere and good men, I might add, and not all “charismatic” leaders—who sang his praises and helped build his stage—all while he was doing drugs and having sex with other men? But we shouldn’t blame only the high profile cases—what about those of us who unknowingly have had adulterers on our staffs or appointed elders that turned out to have compromise in their life? Sounding familiar yet?

This is so epidemic that every member of the body of Christ stands guilty—what pastor or leader did you follow that turned out to have sin issues? What ministry did you support that was unworthy? There is plenty of blame to go around. The big question becomes not “who do we blame” but “how do we fix this mess?”

Leaders can live in sin—adultery, homosexuality, financial wrongdoing, drugs, etc.—for years without it being realized. They can offer completely unacceptable lifestyles for the body of Christ to follow and still keep their TV programs and lavish lifestyles. In the name of grace, compassion and forgiveness we have lowered the standard so much that often there isn’t one. We have bought into the lie that true discipline is “shooting our wounded.” We have made a mockery of biblical restoration, making “ministry”—not healthy individuals, marriages and families—its ultimate goal. The fact is, integrity matters. No, we don’t need legalistic, pharisaical standards, but we must have standards.

For this lack of biblical accountability, I repent to God and I ask forgiveness of the body of Christ.

4) We, the leaders of the charismatic church, have built on hype, sensation, innovation, programs, personality and charisma. This has produced: shallowness; false movements; novice leaders—gifted but immature and untested; a deficient understanding of God’s word; the building of man-centered rather than kingdom-centered churches and ministries; competition rather than cooperation; humanistic, self-centered Christians who don’t understand sacrifice and commitment; Christians without discernment; superstar leaders; a perverted and powerless gospel; prayerless and anemic Christians; a replacement of the fear of the Lord with the fear of man; and a young generation that is cynical of it all. We are responsible, not the devil; he takes what we give him.

For this compromise in the way we build, for giving the Church watered down wine, commercial Christianity, a flashy but weak Church and hype disguised as anointing, I repent to God and ask forgiveness of the body of Christ.

Galatians 6:1-5 is an appropriate reference with which to end this statement: “Brethren, even if a man caught in any trespass, you who are spiritual, restore such a one in a spirit of gentleness; each one looking to yourself, lest you too be tempted. Bear one another’s burdens, and thus fulfill the law of Christ. For if anyone thinks he is something when he is nothing, he deceives himself. But let each one examine his own work, and then he will have reason for boasting in regard to himself alone, and not in regard to another. For each one shall bear his own load.” NAS

My passionate prayer is that God honors this repentance—I believe He led me to do it and therefore, will—and uses it to begin a process of cleansing and healing for all of us. In order for the coming great awakening to bear maximum fruit we must have both, as well as a course correction that sets us on a path of wisdom leading to life. There is no doubt that past moves of God have been aborted, ended prematurely and contained error or heresy that have wounded, if not destroyed, many. The healing revival of the 40’s and 50’s, the charismatic movement, discipleship movement and Jesus movement are all examples. My heart is to help shape a movement, the fruit of which will last for decades—better yet, forever. And I have great expectations for us—I am not a cynic.

My passionate prayer is also that Todd Bentley’s marriage survives and thrives…that he turns his heart fully toward Christ and toward those with whom he is aligned, and allows them, as God leads, to put him on a path of complete restoration. I thank God for those who were touched by the Holy Spirit at Lakeland and while watching it on God TV and the web. May we all move forward into all God has planned for us in this awesome season of endless possibility.

With great hope—Dutch Sheets

Reader Response...

2008-08-05T10:20:00.000-07:00

I'd like to reply to a comment made to my previous blog entry. The comment was "what about the thief on the cross...what did he give up?" Well, the thief gave up exactly what everyone must give up in order to follow Christ. It makes no difference whether you are at the beginning of life or as in the case of the thief, the end of life.

To begin your Christian life you must first believe you need a Saviour and that without one, you will die (spiritually because of your sin - separated from God forever). There is nothing you can do to save yourself. Second, you must believe on Jesus Christ, that He died for all sin as THE Saviour of the whole world (because Christianity is not a "white" man's religion). That is the simple process of becoming a Christian. The question becomes what is believing? Believing is more than mental acknowledgement. The Bible says even the devil believes in God (James 2:19), big deal!

True belief in Jesus will change your lifestyle. You must completely relinquish control of your life to God - you count your thoughts, desires, past, present, future etc. as dead and you say "Jesus, I am Yours, I receive Your life and give up mine - all that You want to do - do through me."

The thief on the cross did not have the opportunity to live out the last part because his "Christian" life was cut short. But nevertheless he did what ALL of us must do - the Christian life starts in the heart, it is an exchange of lives - ours for Christ's and then the life of Christ is expressed through the power of the Holy Spirit. So the simple answer is - the thief gave up everything.

By the way, if anyone knows how I can respond to questions without dealing with them directly in my blog let me know. I don't mind responding, in fact I enjoy it.

Make the Way...clear!

2008-07-30T17:58:00.000-07:00

It's been a few weeks since my last blog. I've just come off of vacation and need some time to recover. Usually, on my summer holidays I do some much needed work around the house. This year I painted three rooms upstairs, ceiling, walls, and trim. I also layed some tile in my bathroom...looks good!

Lisa and I went to Wonderland and conquered the Behemoth...twice! 230 feet of terrifying fun! We also spent a few days in Ottawa with a few friends. All in all it was a very fun and productive vacation.

On my first day back to work I had the opportunity to go to an information meeting about the up coming Call2All North American Congress in Toronto in late October. I didn't know what to expect - I just thought, "hey another meeting". But little did I know how incredible it would be - if that was the information meeting, what is the Congress going to be like? WOW!

There is way to much to share on this blog for several of reasons, the big one being you'd get bored reading my writing. I suggest you go to the website for yourself and check it out. (http://www.call2all.org/)

Basically, Call2All is a global network of pastors and leaders who gather together to strategize on how to fulfill the Great Commission commanded by Jesus in Matthew 28. It is clear, the church for the most part is missing the mark on true evangelism. Just last year one fifth of all the churches in Holland, Denmark and Scotland closed. In North America, though we are not closing that number of churches, church attendance has drastically declined in the last 50 years.

Only 3% of young people that grew up in the church continue to attend following University. One of the most interesting stats is more that 60% of the world's population learns audibly. In other words they can not or will not read. So our gospel presentation needs to be increasingly more visual.

I was privileged to meet Mark Anderson, president of Call2All. He made a statement in our meeting that has really intrigued me. He said more than 60% of North Americans do not have access to the gospel. I said..."what do you mean? North America has more churches, Christian book publishers, radio, TV, pastors and evangelists than any part of the world. How can you say North Americans don't have access to the gospel?"

His answer made a lot of sense. In essence here is what he said. In North America we preach a kind of gospel that says "come to the front, and ask Jesus into your heart, God has a great plan for your life!" But part of that is not even biblical. Do you know which part?

The part of asking Jesus into your heart. Please...someone, chapter and verse. Our gospel conveys...come and just add Jesus to your life - He'll not only get you to heaven but He'll make you successful on earth.

But Jesus said it this way, if any man follow me he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. Whoever saves his life will loose it and whoever looses his life for my sake will find it - Matthew 16-24-25. The cross is not simply an ornament you hand around your neck. It was and continues to be a place of death. Jesus said...you want to follow me? Take up your cross and die. Sacrifice everything. If you save your way of living, your agenda, your opinions etc. you will lose your life - in other words you're not truly a Christian. But if you die to yourself, I Jesus, will give you in exchange for your life...my life.

Paul wrote in Galatians 2:20: it is no longer I that live but Christ who lives in me. This...coming from a guy who was met on the road to Damascus by Jesus. What was Paul's invitation to become a Christian? Come follow me Paul and I will show you how much you are going to suffer for my sake - Acts 9:16.

Are people truly getting converted, saved, born again, born from above in North America? I'm sure they are! Salvation is the work of God, we respond to His gospel message by faith. The question is not are people becoming Christians, the question is what are people saying "yes" to? They might have access to church and religion but do they have access to the true gospel of the Bible? I for one must change some, if not a lot of my wording and approach as a leader in the church.

We Can't All Be The Liver!

2008-07-07T09:43:00.000-07:00

My friend Ford and I had the opportunity to go to New York City last weekend on "business". The word business doesn't seem to fit real well when a couple of pastors go to check out a few ministries and churches - but that's what we went for.

We had no desire to go take pictures and notes and then try to duplicate exactly what we saw other ministries and churches do. How has G-12 (small group philosophy from Bogota) worked in Canada....? Are there things we can learn...yes, but we shouldn't all try to be the same.

One of the reasons the church in the past has failed to effectively reach society is we have not sought the face of God for His key to our city or region. Instead of being continually filled with the Spirit - allowing His creativity to flow in and out of our lives we have taken the easy road of duplication. As I recall Paul said be imitators of God (Ephesians 5:1) but we have become imitators of each other.

Anyway, we went and participated in two very different expressions of the body of Christ. The Journey is a thriving church that began in 2002 and now runs over 1300 in 3 locations in and around Manhattan. We also we able (not planned - it just worked out that way) to attend an afternoon service at Times Square Church on Broadway. TSC was founded by David Wilkerson in 1987 and runs 4 or 5 services weekly with an average attendance of over 8000.

These two churches are very different in the way they "do" church. The Journey is very laid back, Times Square Church is very intense (I mean that in a good way). The Journey staff and congregation came in shorts and flip flops while the the staff and congregation of TSC was dressed to the nines - the Ushers were all dressed the same in bright gold jackets. Sharpe!

The preaching at the Journey was more of a conversational style with PowerPoint including a sermon outline. At Times Square, the sermon was more "preaching" style with Bibles open. The music at the Journey was girded more to a young adult crowd (18-35ish) with louder guitar and drum rifts than Times Square.

I could list several other very distinct differences between the two expressions of the church. Notice I said two expressions of the church. This is what they are. I know some would say one is better than the other. One waters the Gospel down while the other is too religious etc. Some will love the one and despise the other. All of us initially gravitate to the expression of church that either suits our personality or meets a particular need we have. Then as we are in that church long enough we tend to believe it is the only legitimate expression of the body of Christ.

That reason might be a bit too simplistic but hopefully you get my point. Paul in 1 Corinthians 12:12-27 teaches that there are many parts to the body of Christ. Not everyone will be the hand or the mouth. Some will function as the big toe or yes even the liver. How many want to be an ugly flabby liver? But you take the liver out of the body and you die.

There are approximately 12-15 million people living in New York City. That is a lot of diversity. The expression of the church must be diverse because the people within the church are diverse. Let's not point our finger at our differences,... they are necessary.

There are some very important questions found coming from the Bible. Does the church preach or speak about Jesus Christ as Saviour, Lord and soon coming King? Does the church use the whole of scripture believing it is God's inspired Word in entirety and hold to its authority? Does the church truly care for and love those within the church and those outside - people that yet don't know God in Jesus? There are other important things the Bible speaks about...but my point is this, though The Journey and Times Square Church are very different in their church expression - I believe they are ultimately desiring to do the same thing.
If Jesus is the head of His body...

"Liberal" Christianity - 2

2008-06-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

I am glad to be able to have a discussion with whom ever wants to. Sometimes however, the written word can be misunderstood. In a recent posting called Liberal Christians I responded to the question "How do you convince a Liberal Christian the bible from Genesis to Revelation is the Word of God?"

My basic response was you shouldn't even try because unless a person has the same convictions about the authority and inerrancy of the Scriptures as you do there is little that can be said from an intellectual stance to convince them other wise because the Scriptures are spiritually discerned (1 Corinthians 2).

However, I do want to be clear (more clear)...the Bible tells me God loves every person, even the most vile and sinful - that includes me. If that is the case then I must love everyone as well. I mention that because apparently I may have given the impression to "write off" anyone that doesn't believe the Bible is the Word of God.

No! In regards to convincing someone through well thought out intellectual arguments I said is useless, pointless because the Bible is living and active, it is the spiritual revealed Word of God. Therefore, unless someone becomes like a little child and humbles himself and receives the Word by faith, the Bible and therefore my words, arguments and opinions about the Bible are just mere words.

For such a person, my lifestyle must be evident and point to the reality of the Bible. I am far less concerned about whether someone believes the story of Jonah and the great fish and more concerned that they experience the Love of Christ through my life.

I guess what I'm trying to say is this... be doers of the Word and not hearers only (James). If people do not see the reality of God, the power of God, the peace and grace of God etc. in our lives, if we can be around the unsaved and them never know a difference in the way we walk and talk - let's forget convincing them the Bible true - because our lifestyle is speaking louder than our words!

These so called "Liberal" Christians must have a real encounter with a living God. We, the people of God, the church of Christ, we are the ones who bear the responsibility of expressing God. We have become too comfortable with a powerless Christianity. We have mixed the Holy with the common, no wonder much of the North American world is "nominal" in their Christian experience.

Our life of Holiness and power will make the difference in the lives of people who do not know God. I believe everybody, yes everybody hungers for God. They may never express it that way but I believe it is a fact. They don't want more talking, rules, regulations, lists of do's and dont's, liturgy or dry Melba toast religion. They want the real thing! A God who makes a difference, a God who loves unconditionally, a God who will deliver them.

Write nobody off! Love, serve, do all you can to express the life of God to everyone - but avoid foolish arguments, they profit you nothing. Amen.

What about the Palestinians?

2008-06-16T09:28:00.000-07:00

In Christian circles we hear a lot about how important it is to pray for the peace of Jerusalem, the Jews are God's special chosen people, we must support Israel at all costs etc. I believe we should pray for and stand with Israel, no question God commands it.

My question is who will care for the Palestinians? I agree, Israel has a special place in the heart of God but in Christ we are all God's chosen people. There is no other name given to men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12).

I wonder...there are people in the church from countries like Iran and Iraq, Palestine, Saudi Arabia, various African nations...what goes on in their heart when all they hear is Israel, Israel, Israel? Isn't Jesus the Saviour of the world (John 4:42)? When is the last time we prayed for God to bless Palestine or Iran? There are several well known Televangelists border lining on fear-mongering. "Those Palestinians, those Muslims they are all evil people. They want to destroy Israel, destroy America and take over the world! We can't let this happen!"

I'm not unaware of the potential threat from radical extremists. I believe we should do all we can to protect our nation and our allies. However, I believe we've allowed politics to cloud the redeeming gospel of Jesus Christ.

Along with supporting Israel, let the church express the love of Jesus to the Palestinian people as well! And while we are at it, how about the Saudis, Iranians, Iraqis...all people of the earth. Jesus said "go into all the world and make disciples of all nations". But we are going to have to put away some prejudice first.

"Liberal" Christianity

2008-06-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

Recently someone asked me "How does one convince a 'liberal' Christian that the bible (from the first word in Genesis to the last word in Revelation) is in fact the word of God or God speaking to us and that we should not change it to conform to the worldly ways."

My short answer is...don't even try. Why not? For the simple fact that if a person does not believe the Bible is the inspired inerrant Word of God, there is no real common place for discussion about God (at least with me). There is a great difference between understanding the Bible or being able to effectively explain the Bible and believing the Bible (Genesis to Revelation) is the Word of God. A great difference! I might not understand everything the Bible says but that doesn't for one second deter me from believing it is the Word of God.

1 Corinthians 2:6-14 teaches about spiritual wisdom - the natural mind does not receive the things of the Spirit. God is Spirit (John 4:24) and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and in truth. Christianity is spiritual. The Word of God is spiritual. God's ways are spiritual. (See...I must always refer to the Bible...can't help it, it is the source of truth, it is the foundation for any meaningful discussion about God). God always acts according to His Word.

In Mark 12:24 Jesus said; are you not therefore mistaken, because you do not know the Scriptures nor the power of God? Lots of critical mistakes are made because so called "Christians" do not know the Bible (Scriptures) nor the power of God. For many, God is just an idea, not a living, personal God of life giving power.

I believe it is a waste of time to try to convince anyone that God is real or the Bible is the Word of God solely by intellectual means. Can't do it! A person with an argument is at the mercy of another person with a better argument. My opinion counts for nothing. I must show them with my life. Let God speak, let God be true and every man a liar!

As far as changing the Word of God to conform to worldly ways...? For a Bible believer like myself that doesn't make sense. The moment I begin to change the Word of God to reflect worldly ways is again proof I do not know the Scriptures nor the power of God. Did not God say (Isaiah 55:8) my ways or not your ways? It is the height of human arrogance and pride that says to God - Change Your Word to conform to my lifestyle.

Paul says avoid foolish arguments (2 Timothy 2:23-26) pray and believe God to change their heart and open their eyes. Walk in wisdom toward those who are outside, redeeming the time. Let your speech always be with grace, seasoned with salt, that you may know how you ought to answer each one (Colossians 4:5-6) Amen.

Simple and Powerful

2008-05-13T12:07:00.001-07:00

I was talking to a good friend just this afternoon about God, church and life in general. You might ask, why do you always have to bring up God or church? Why not write more about your likes and dislikes of food or sports. Why do you always have to bring in religion?

Truthfully...I can't help it. I believe God is the answer for everything. I heard a great quote a couple of days ago at a conference I attended in Toronto. I can't remember who said it but it goes something like this; "If you talk about God without also talking about Jesus, you'll get a wrong idea about God. If you talk about humankind without also talking about God, you'll get a wrong idea about humankind."

Life at the best of times is complicated. There are few easy answers. So I've determined to keep it simple and powerful. Keep what simple and powerful? My life with God, because God brings meaning into everything. Though outward life is complicated, though there are few easy answers and though I can't always explain God and why He does some of the things He does my inner life can be simple and powerful. We all know what happens on the inside determines what happens on the outside....right?!

Religion messes things up. Striving to keep rules, regulations, policies and constitutions make for a dreary Christian life though in certain areas they all have their place. I simply need to have a living relationship with an Almighty God. Some believe there is no such thing, or only the few attain such notions. I've come to believe by experience a different reality.

God is real and really talks! God is good all the time! God Himself is the answer for everything! God created me to have relationship with Him! I am loved no matter what! (Yes, even men need love). What God has done for me, He can do for you! So simple and powerful!

I'll keep going...for now.

2008-04-24T12:57:00.000-07:00

Some of you came through and responded to my last blog entry and so for now I'll keep writing. I may not have a huge audience but I'm grateful for those who take the time to read and respond.

The question in my last entry had to do with church. Why do you go to church or why don't you go to church? Someone said I don't go to church because I feel condemned and put down by the church; that the church is always finding fault with people. I feel very bad for you that you think the church is like that.

To see the church as only a fault finder is troubling. I want to apologize on behalf of the church or churches you have attended that have made you feel condemned. The bibles message points to one person Jesus Christ.

In John's gospel he described Jesus as full of grace and truth. Too often in the church truth has been proclaimed without grace. The truth is we are sinners. There is nothing we can do in and of ourselves to earn God's favour. The bible says the soul that sins will die. The wages of sin is death. I could go on. This is all truth, not because I say so but because God says so.

But in proclaiming truth, Jesus did so full of grace. Grace is not just unmerited favour but grace is a power or an enabler from God to help us serve God. Grace helps us meet the truth of God. Just as there is a height requirement for some amusement rides, there is a height requirement to obey the truth of God. It is the grace of God that empowers us.

So if all we here is sin, hell fire and brimstone and not also told about the grace of God to forgive and empower to live a new life of God in the Spirit; we have missed it.

I have the privilege of leading a new Christians class every Wednesday night. I keep telling them, nothing is more important than getting to know Jesus. Learning doctrine, biblical principles, Hebrew and Greek...its all good. But after it all, if you don't know Jesus better...you've missed it! Jesus is truth but He is also the picture of grace.

Find a church that preaches the whole word of God. Find a church that presents Jesus full of grace and truth. They are out there, it is worth the risk and I believe it will start to make a huge difference in life.

?????

2008-04-17T18:40:00.000-07:00

Okay, what can I say...my last post was December 2007.

Wait for it...

Wait for it...

Nothing, nothing at all comes to mind. I guess I'm not a true blogger. I'd much rather talk to you face to face. This...typing my personal thoughts on a computer not knowing who, if anyone for that matter, reads this stuff doesn't inspire me in the slightest. I've got all kinds of outlets to express myself without having to worry about keeping some blog up to date.

So here's a little test...if you read this blog from time to time or have read it in the past let me know. If no one responds, well that will be great! It will be just one more thing I won't have to worry about. How does that sound? Seriously I could take it or leave. Let me know.

Maybe I'll give you something else to respond to...a question. As a minister (REV.) of course I'm involved in the church scene. I really enjoy going to my church. The people, music, atmosphere, future etc. are all excellent. But that is me, I've grown up in church and while church hasn't always been fun or meaningful to my life, church is what I know. So here is a question that I truly want to know the answer to. Why don't more people go to church? Serious question.

If you go to church, why? If you don't go to church, why? what would get you to go to church, anything?

Wait a Second!

2007-12-29T21:39:00.000-08:00

What is the difference between December 31st 2007 (11:59:59 pm) and January 1st 2008 (12:00:00 am)? Only one second! One second, separates one year from the next! What was 2007 like for you? Good, bad, same old same old? What do you hope 2008 will be like? Who knows all that 2008 will hold, only God, but there are many things YOU can determine.

There is no magic in one calendar year closing and another one beginning, it is only a matter of one second. Get your head out of the sand. Don't wait for the number 8 to show up in a date for a "new beginning". Every day of your life is a new beginning, an opportunity for a fresh start. I think it was John F. Kennedy who said something like, "some will give you all the reasons why thing's can't be done, but I will be the one to show you why it can be done". The first step to a good new year is a positive attitude. "Attitude determines Altitude". That's a bit of John Maxwell for you. Live 2008 believing the very best. Believe in God.

Happy New Year!

Merry CHRISTmas!

2007-12-22T18:30:00.000-08:00

"Merry CHRISTmas to all and to all a great life!" Santa said something slightly different but I like this version much better. No matter how hard certain individuals, lobby groups or secular humanists try, the time of December 25th will always be known as CHRISTmas! The church should say a big "thank you" to those groups who make a big deal out of the word CHRISTmas. They are actually helping spread the conversation about CHRIST by talking about Him. I'm not offended in the slightest if someone wishes me "Happy Holidays!" or "Season's Greetings". I'm glad for their wish that my holidays would be happy, so do I. I simply wish them a very Merry CHRISTmas!

What's Right?

2007-12-12T19:31:00.000-08:00

Recently I passed by a church sign that drove me a bit crazy, it said "The bible will tell you what is wrong before you do it." I get what they mean and I agree. I'm glad the bible teaches us what we should not do, that information will save our life. BUT, that is only half the story.

It may just be me, but I think non Christians get a negative steriotypical idea about Christians in part because of signs like this. They think we are a bunch of "don't" and "can't" do people. Though there is a certain amount of truth to the sign, if we (Christians) truly know the God of the universe, don't you think people should say we are "can do" people? Christians ought to be known as the most full of life, can do it, free, nothing can stop us, overcoming, people on earth! This is also what the bible teaches! Maybe the reason a lot of non Christians have a negative steriotypical idea about Christians is that they don't read the bible but they do see "Christians".

My Friends

2007-12-10T14:22:00.000-08:00

Just this past weekend my church presented our annual Christmas drama (December 7,8 and 9). Normally Mary and Joseph, Wise men, a few animals and of course baby Jesus make an appearance at some point during the drama, but not this year. All our dramas are written and directed by our very own Craig Canning (Pastor of Special Events and Evangelism) and this year Craiger threw us all a curve. The acting including the set were once again phenomenal, something we are getting quite used to, but it was the story line that really was the difference. In a nut shell, the drama revolved around how a certain church congregation particularly the lead pastor changed from just being content to hold religious services on a Sunday to making a real difference in the community. There is more to it then that, you should have been there! The drama touched a lot of people (about 4500), both Christians and non-Christians a like. The gospel of Jesus is true and powerful! I'm so proud of all my friends, those who acted on stage and those who worked behind the scenes to make it all happen.

I know this is our heart, we want to make a real difference in the community for Christ. We desire to be so effective with the good news of God (not only in preaching but practical meaningful community assistance) that if our church ever burnt to the ground or in some way disappeared the Durham region would have to cry and mourn for the huge lose.

This is not a new thought but it's time to take the message out of the four walls of the church and live for God!

I love Food!

2007-11-26T10:02:00.000-08:00

I know you're not supposed to "love" inanimate objects like food, blah, blah, blah. Okay what ever, I really "like" food then. Our American friends just celebrated their Thanksgiving weekend and it brought to my mind thoughts of turkey, stuffing, mashed potatoes with garlic, I don't like cranberry sauce but you can't have turkey dinner without at least providing it for those that do, gravy, and of course my favourite of all things during thanksgiving, pumpkin pie and whipped cream!

Food, I like my steak or prime rib done "medium". My father-in-law makes the best prime rib dinner. I'll eat pretty much anything except radishes or anchovies or celery for that matter even if you put cheeze whiz on it. I love pizza... I mean I really like pizza. Hawiian pizza is the best and then Canadian, bring on the mushrooms! I like ice cream so much I eat it in the winter. My favourite ice cream is cookie dough.

What other food is there worth talking about...I've cover turkey dinner, steak, pizza, ice cream, oh yes chicken, BBQ chicken is the best too. I like all things sweet pies, cakes, cookies, etc. Haven't said anything about coffee yet but I really, really like coffee. Okay! I have used "I" way too much in this blog 13 times to be exact.

Position! Not Condition!

2007-11-21T09:15:00.000-08:00

I have just recently began another study in the book of Ephesians. For those who may not know, Ephesians is a book in the New Testament of the bible written by a genius named Paul. More than any book besides perhaps John and Romans Ephesians has got to be my favourite book.

So often we are influenced by our personal or physical condition in life. If we win something like a free dinner, wow, we react with happiness (especially if it is at The Outback). It's a natural thing to react positively to positive things that happen to us and it is natural to react negatively to negative things. But you know, that really makes for an up and down life.

Paul in the book of Ephesians particularly in the first chapter teaches on something that far outweighs and out lasts temporal conditions in life. He says in Ephesians 1:3; blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ.

Without getting too deep...people who have come into a personal relationship with God through faith in Jesus, knowing our position is of greater importance than any condition we may face in life. Conditions are temporal, it is just a matter of time before things change. But with God, our position never changes, it is eternal in Christ. We are blessed people regardless of our conditions, physical or otherwise. God has (Paul doesn't say will or might) blessed us with every spiritual blessing. Right now we have every thing needed from God. We are fithly rich! There is a constant and unending source of life, joy, peace, power and hope in our life. What's the key...accessing the blessings.

Just because you don't feel joyful as a Christian believer doesn't mean you don't possess the ability. You have been given every spirtitual blessing in Christ. Are you allowing your current condition to rule your God given position? I need to learn this and relearn it again. My poisition in Christ is above my conditions on earth. I don't deny pain or sorrow but I don't need to let them rule my life. I am rich in God! I've been blessed by a blessed God! I have everything I need (see 2 Peter 1:3). We need to learn how to access all of these spiritual blessings on a regular basis. It's all about positon not condition.

Some Things To Think About!?

2007-11-13T07:05:00.000-08:00

At the beginning of a new week, here are some things to think about...

No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize a cat (that's good to know because we all want to do that from time to time.)
Why is "abbreviated" such a long word?
Never take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night (this one alone is worth the read!)
Why do 24 hour convenience stores have locks on the doors?
"Bad company corrupts good character".
For us Charismatics...you know when you are in revival when someone shouts "FIRE!" you stop, drop and roll.
"The soul that sins, will die". (that's a tough one, but God said it in Leviticus)
Get this..."I know that you believe that you understand what you think I said, but I am not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant".... (Hehehe...okay, now read it again slower)
Last one for the day, my favourite..."For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son that whoever believes in Him will not die but have everlasting life." (think about this one the longest).

I'm a turn coat!

2007-11-06T14:54:00.000-08:00

It is official, I'm no longer a Toronto Maple Leaf fan! If you think I'm nothing but a band wagoner, well then I'm guilty as charged. I just can't take it any more. If the truth be told I've been feeling this way for several years now and just couldn't bring myself to the point of actually giving up on the blue and white. But now that I have, I don't know what my problem was. Why in the world would anyone continue to cheer for the Leafs? My problem with the Leafs isn't the fact that they haven't won in 40 years. It took the Boston Red Sox, what 86 years to win another World Series? The problem is Toronto's goal is not the Stanley Cup, it is making money. MLSE is a genius company that makes a lot money. Good for them! I want to cheer for a winner, and so my new favourite team is.........wait for it............Ottawa! When I jump ship I know how to pick em! At least this year my team will win a little more and have a legitimate chance of winning the cup. As for the Leafs, well...they just keep falling.

It's October 2007

2007-10-30T10:13:00.000-07:00

A few months ago (in April) I got the internet at my house for the first time. It's now October 2007 and I've become a blogger. Come on now, I'm cooking with gas! Who would have thought it? This is really funny because I think of myself as kind of a progressive guy, and then I start talking to people and I realize how "NOT" progressive I really am. I'm just starting what a lot, and I mean a lot, of people are doing and have been doing for a long time. Okay, I admit it...maybe I'm not so progressive but I'm willing to learn.

I recently heard about a quote posted on the wall at a tree farm "the best time to plant a tree was 25 years ago, the second best time is today!" I like that quote if for no other reason, it encourages me. Perhaps the best time for some things was yesterday but that doesn't mean today is not a great day to start. Talking doesn't change anything (unless you're talking to God), people with conviction leading to action do. It's October 2007 already for heaven's sake!